I feel like I haven’t posted anything personal in a while (or maybe I did). Lots of things going on but it was kind of resolved…kind of. *sigh* My family life is just going crazy right now. I only post the good shit on Facebook but really I’m going crazy. the drama is really not with me but between my parents. My dad really needs to wake up and realize Menopause doesn’t make someone clinically “crazy”. He treats my mom like a mental patient (basically babies her and humors her) and my mom knows it so she’s becoming more “crazy”, but basically angry. He thinks her exploding is because of her menopause but I know the truth. It’s 25 years of anger, suppression, patience, annoyance, and just every shit she endured FROM him. He doesn’t realize it because his personality is, it’s been done we move on OR he is not aware of the shit he causes, only the shit caused by others. My mom has problems too but him acting like an ass doesn’t help the situation.
But OVERALL…(its a tiny fragment), it was a pretty good day. I try to focus on the positive shit now…or I try to. Like Nova having an awesome time at the creek. me eating delicious food lol (but actually feeling miserably fat even though I actually didn’t eat that much). My bestie is coming up from her home in Atlanta to visit me so hopefully I can go and hang and release some stress to her.